Sunday, December 30, 2012
The Start of War
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Random Thought to Share
Okay, so right now Robert and Ned are talking. Aerys Targaryen is called the Mad King. Does anyone else find themselves wanting to know why he is called the Mad King? Of course it may have been discussed earlier and I missed it, but I noticed that my attention gets caught by the small statements. Do any of you find yourselves doing the same thing??
Friday, November 16, 2012
An Intricate Web of Entanglement
Dude! I just have to say, I am so glad Bran didn't die! I don't know what's going to happen to him yet, but I just had such a sense of foreboding when he was climbing around the roofs and the stories of everyone trying to convince him not to.
Oh, and I want a direwolf now, hahaha.
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
The game has begun
When you play a game of thrones you win or you die...

So far I have learned three things from Game of Thrones:
1. Winter is coming
2. Winter is coming
3. Tyrion Lannister is the best character in this book
From the opening scene in this book you can already tell that this world is going to be a hard one. People aren't going to be running around with unicorns, falling in love with handsome princes, or frolicking with fairies. This is a hard world to live in, and the characters reflect the nature and cut throat attitude of the world they inhabit.
As someone who adores the show I cannot help but make the connection between the book and the screen. I find that the dialogue is almost word for word in some scenes, and I feel like I can imagine more elaborate and gorgeous scenery. Unlike most authors George R. R. Martin had a lot of say in the production and casting of the show, and his input is taken into account when shooting began on season 1.
Most of the characters in the book are a lot younger than they are portrayed in the show. Daenerys Targaryen is one of those characters, in the show it seems less shocking when she is married off to Khal Drago.
One of the hardest scenes I have had to read so far is when Joffrey asks for the slaughter of Sensa's dire wolf, Lady. It broke my heart, especially when Ned Stark agrees to end her life instead of one of Joffrey's henchmen. I found it so touching that the other dire wolves sensed her death when they came to her grave in Winterfell. It was just as brutal in the show as well, but not as in depth.
I have already picked out my favorite characters as well: Tyrion Lannister (of course), Jon Snow, and Daenerys Targaryen. I think that all of these characters are the strongest willed, and try to be the most righteous, even if they have their own agendas.
It is very hard to read this book knowing what is going to happen at the end of it, but I am loving the scenes that weren't adapted to the screen. I feel like I am being introduced to a whole new story where gaps may have been missing, which I am enjoying immensely.
This is one of those epic novels that I know I am going to want to read the sequels to, Martin may be a stubborn author, but he knows how to create a world I want to explore.
Monday, October 29, 2012
Welcome to a character laden world--Love it!
"Remember this, boy. All dwarfs may be bastards, yet not all bastards need be dwarfs."
Tyrion Lannister
I decided I couldn't wait anymore to do my first post. And since I am way past our first checkpoint, I decided I wouldn't talk about many of the characters, plot or story line but rather the format, story structure and the various points of view. I don't want to spoil anything for anyone and am hoping y'all are enjoying the book as much as I am.
I love the way everything is structured. These chapter glimpses into characters are wonderful. Especially when there are so many characters involved and crucial to the story. You all know I am a fan of characters. The more the merrier in my opinion, as long as there is a point to them being there. I think things would be so confusing without each characters point of view being capsuled, so to speak, in their own chapter. This way you really get to hear that character's voice and have a chance to really get to know each character individually. Meaning that less then one hundred pages in, I had characters I already loved and several that I hope get taken and tortured by the Others.
Many Sci-Fi/Fantasy books don't involve children but I am so glad many of Martin's key characters are fourteen and under. It is interesting seeing them in adult like roles. I believe from a young age a lot was expected of them and that is reflected in their voice. They don't talk like children but rather young adults. And from what I get, they are considered adults at a younger age and are expected to except their duties whether they want them or not. I am excited to see how each of the children grow through out the course of the book and possibly the series if I continue on.
So, if the opening quote wasn't enough to give it away, Tyrion Lannister has been my favorite character from the get go. Jon is a close second. What can I say? I love the underdog! Tyrion is comfortable with the curve life has thrown at him and he doesn't allow anyone to bring him down. And when he counsels, he actually gives good advice. Not in just the context of the book, but for the reader as well. I am excited to watch his journey unfold and hope the author keeps him around for as long as possible.
Do y'all have a favorite character so far? Believe me there is a lot to chose from!
Oh and btw ... "Winter is Coming."
Friday, October 19, 2012
Book vs Movie: What Dreams May Come
I also liked that Chris could create his world right away. In the book, I wanted Chris to experience more and not just have Albert tell Chris how everything works. The book was written in first person and I wanted Matheson to utilize that more. In the movie it was awesome that everything in Chris's world started out as paint. I also liked that Ann was impacting his world with her paintings since they were soul mates.
I feel the differences made for the movie actually helped the story including Chris's job, Ann's paintings, and the role of the children. This would be one of the rare occasions where I would say the movie is better than the book.
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Death: A New Beginning
A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.LAO-TZU, Tao Te Ching
Matheson is an excellent writer and I do enjoy his story telling and descriptions. But I agree that the characters did not have the emotional depth I needed in order to care and be really interested in what was happening to them. I feel like the story could have been expanded which would have allowed for more character development. But at the same time, due to Matheson's writing style and the point of view he chose to write in, I understand logically why he didn't write it starting with Chris "living." Chris's death was sudden, unexpected and confusing. And I am sure that is how Matheson wanted the reader to feel as well. But I have always preferred a little back story.
Despite being a little disappointed in the character part, I still enjoyed the love story. And I am glad it was very similar to the movie. Not only because it is my favorite part, but in today's stories most male characters are not willing to eternally die for the women they love. They are all trying to find ways to live forever. I find Matheson's idea to be a refreshing take on the love story.
So, when all is said and done, this is a book that I am happy to own but will set on my shelf till I feel like taking the journey again. Which isn't going to be anytime soon. As I read the last few paragraphs, I got the feeling that one of the purposes of this book was to push the reader's personal boundaries and comfort zone. Which, at least for me, it accomplished. Because as much as I felt enlightened during certain parts, like Chris's verbal Thank You Note, there were other parts that just made me feel bleh, uncomfortable and at some points a little angry. And I am glad to know that despite the love/hate perspective it seems most of us have with the book, at least one thing was the same: It made us all feel.
Kudos, Matheson. Kudos.
All of us have a path to follow and the path begins on earth.
I was hesitant to read this book, I have seen the movie and I loved it, I felt the imagery was so breathtaking and amazing. It really portrayed the hardships that Chris went through to save Annie, you felt like you were on that journey with him. So of course I didn't want to ruin it, and I was going on a long trip, and the last thing I wanted to read about was death.
What happens after we die is that age old question that never goes out of style, religions all over the world have some sort of belief in what is next for your soul. This book is basically Matheson's look at what the afterlife is like in his eyes, and he believes that what we think, dead or alive, will make a difference in how we live our afterlife. And the life you had before death.
And woven in between it all was a love story between two people, Chris and Annie. I have to say mad props to the author, unlike most love stories these days I didn't want to roll my eyes at the sappiness and unbelievable romance. I mean what can be more romantic than a man who would give up an eternity in Heaven to save you from the depths of Hell.
I do think that at times Matheson went a little overboard in the description of everything going on. That is what kind of makes me not like this book, I do think that creating imagery is a good thing, but I don't need eight different descriptions of one rock. Personally I think the afterlife has too many rules and regulations, I figured it would be an exciting and fantastical place. But that is how he sees it, and I didn't write a book on the afterlife, so I guess I can't complain.
I cannot help but compare this to the movie Wristcutters: A Love Story. That too is set in the afterlife, one that is reserved for people who have committed suicide. Granted it is a dark comedy of sorts, but I found the afterlife to be a place of ones choosing, and a far better narrative on what could or could not happen after we die.
So again, I didn't necessarily hate the book, it had its good moments, but I don't think i'll be adding to my favorites list any time soon.
Friday, October 5, 2012
What Dreams May Come Finale
This is definitely one of our shorter reads, and as such it seems to punch a good powerful wham at you from the get go. I do really like Chris going to Hell to save Ann. I also love how he sacrifices Heaven and chooses to stay in Hell with Ann. For me I think the most powerful part was when he gave her a verbal Thank You Note. It made Ann really see him in state she was in and it showed how much he loved her. Telling her everything that she did and thanking her for it was very beautiful.
I had a hard time getting through the beginning, though not for the same reasons as Katie. It just freaked me out. His inability to accept his death was just....freaky. He was stuck and unable to move on because he couldn't see the fact that he had died despite everything showing that he had.
I really like Albert and his constant understanding of everything Chris was going through. His knowledge of Summerland and other areas was pretty great considering he probably hadn't been there nearly as long as others. I had to admit, when he said the seasons didn't change at all, I could only think, "What about snow?" Luckily Chris asked the question for me or I'd still be dwelling on it, lol.
This is my final post for the book :-) And I wanted to get it done before surgery, so go me! :-D
My Amazing What Dreams May Come Final Post
What I liked:
First person perspective was a necessity for this book, and I think Matheson does a good job with Chris' perspective and describing what is happening in the afterlife.
I love the flashbacks with Chris and Ann and seeing their love and understanding why they're soul mates. Once the book got to where Chris is going to descend into Hell to rescue Anne, this is when I got really interested in the book because I wanted to know if he would succeed.
What I didn't like:
As I discussed in my first post, the first part of the book was really hard for me to read. Being married, it made me think about what it would be like losing Nathan. I think I would've like the book more if it didn't lead off with such a sad beginning. It might have been better if there had been more scenes with Chris, Ann, and the kids before Chris died so that I would have felt more connected with Chris and Ann.
I will be honest, it was hard for me to wrap my mind around this version of Heaven/Hell since it is not what I personally believe. I know this is fiction but I think I lost interest in it. Like I said before, I got interested in the story more when Chris went to save Ann. There are parts of the book where Albert or someone else in Heaven is just feeding Chris information about the afterlife and the more character driven parts were what I liked.
Saturday, September 22, 2012
A Brief Thought
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Love.
If love lives through all life; and survives through all sorrow; and remains steadfast with us through all changes; and in all darkness of spirit burns brightly; and, if we die, deplores us for ever, and loves still equally; and exists with the very last gasp and throb of the faithful bosom--whence it passes with the pure soul, beyond death; surely it shall be immortal!
WILLIAM MAKEPEACE THACKERAY
I was very anxious to choose this book since it is one of my all time favorite movies. I was afraid that since I enjoyed the movie so much, everything would be ruined if I found out that the two where very different. There are significant changes among them right from the beginning. But all those differences are easily overlooked because what I love about the movie seems to be as equally strong a theme in the book: what true love can endure.
Now, I have never thought of myself as a romantic. And my idea of love is often vastly different then those around me. Because for me love is shown through sacrifice and sacrifice is only unselfish when done OUT OF love. Love and Sacrifice are interchangeable for me I guess. Which makes me something of an oddity I suppose. And a fan of stories where loves is tested and made to endure endless trails before there is rest. Which luckily for me, What Dreams May Come is.
I adore how devoted Chris and Ann are to each other. How it is impossible to think of one without the other because only together are they whole. It is something that even their daughter remarks on in a letter. I envy her for being a witness to that kind of love. Where even outside the bedroom the pair were making love; with a look, a kiss or a still, holding embrace. That is my type of "romance." Natural, soft and unquestioning to the outside world but deeply felt and guarded within the soul.
I look forward to trailing behind Chris as he goes on this journey, with Ann ever on his mind and within his heart. And my only hope is that their love is strong enough for the trails ahead.
Thursday, August 9, 2012
A Sad Beginning
I am curious, would you stick around after death like Chris? After reading Chris' account, I wouldn't want to but I think I would have the same reaction as Chris with being confused as to what is happening and denying that I had died.
Monday, June 18, 2012
A Whole Turned to Halves
No, all my notes and thoughts went out the window when I got to Marie's letter to Wendy. The incredible perceptiveness of this child toward her parents is amazing. While most children don't want to acknowledge their parents have sex (I raise my hand in this crowd), Marie thinks it's wonderful. The way she described her parents has made me want to sit back and look at my own parents more carefully. I've made the comment to them once that I firmly believe that when one of them dies, the other won't survive long. I know they love each other that much. I don't know that I could describe my parents' love for one another with the intensity that Marie describes Chris and Ann's. It's absolutely beautiful.
Of everything that Matheson described so well, Marie's letter stood out for me the most. It was very beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. With everything described so well in the first part, I'm almost very curious to see how the rest of the book goes.
Monday, May 28, 2012
And a new journey begins ....
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Final Thoughts of a Wonderful Journey
I have to admit that I found myself rooting for Nobu for a good part of the book. I really wanted to see him come out on top. He was a hard man, but it was obvious that he was straight-forward and did actually care about her in some way. I was really surprised when Sayuri found out that the Chairman was ultimately responsible for her success as a Geisha. It seems that their fateful encounter had a large impact on them both.
Pumpkin garnered most of my sympathy. Even when she tried to screw Sayuri over by revealing her to the Chairman, I still found myself pitying her. Out of all the characters I think Pumpkin was the main victim. She was a pawn for Hatsumomo to use against Sayuri in an attempt to keep her down, which ultimately failed. When she does aim to screw Sayuri over we see how smart she truly was. Though that action really helped save Sayuri from a fate that was terrifying to her.
This is definitely a book I am going to keep. I can see myself rereading it again in the future :-)
Wonderful pick, Katie! Let's see what Mandy's got up her sleeve for us!
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
The Life of a Geisha: Love and Slavery
This book revealed the true life of a geisha which I really knew nothing about before. Parts of the life are glamorous such as the parties and performances. But overall, it is not a life I would want and for women of that time, they really didn't have a choice if given the opportunity to be a geisha. It was better than being a prostitute or doing hard labor, but I think being a geisha is like being a slave or in bondage until you become the "mother" of your house. You can't have a real relationship with a man. The closest you can get is having a danna which I feel is another form of slavery for a geisha. This man basically can use you for anything because he's paying for it.
Also with being a geisha, I was surprised how much rivalry goes on. I think this is shown best between Hatsumomo and Mameha. I was really surprised at how aggressive Mameha got in trying to destroy Hatsumomo and Sayuri seemed really uncomfortable with the situation. I think Sayuri was trying to avoid becoming like Hatsumomo. In the end, Pumpkin became like Hatsumomo. How Pumpkin was before and after the war really surprised me. She was like two different people. Before she was quiet and after she was loud and crude. Of course, she betrayed Sayuri by bringing the Chairman instead of Nobu to be caught with the Minister. Maybe I shouldn't have been so surprised because Pumpkin did learn from Hatsumomo.
I think Arthur Golden did a good job writing from a woman's perspective and in creating a fictional account of the life of a geisha.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Love: The Difficult Path
A supreme love, a motive that gives a sublime rhythm to a woman's life, and exalts habit into partnership with the soul's highest needs, is not to be had where and how she wills: to know that high initiation, she must often tread where it is hard to tread, and feel the chill air, and watch through darkness. It is not true that love makes things easy: it makes us choose what is difficult. GEORGE ELIOT, Felix HoltIt's amazing how a brief chance encounter can set lives in motion. Upon meeting the Chairman as a young girl, Sayuri prays to become a geisha in hopes of being part of his social circle. While the Chairman tells Mameha to keep her eyes out for a young girl with grey eyes, and should their paths cross he would pay for her to be a geisha. Knowing that the only way their lives could interconnect was this way, they each took steps to ensure it would happen. Often typical love stories seem so one sided. It's refreshing to read a story where the couple destined for each other had to overcome struggles, bouts with loyalty and friendship and at points even had to give the other up out of what was best at the time.
Upon reading this novel, I don't view the life of a geisha so romantically anymore. And I agree with Mameha when she tells Sayuri that one becomes a geisha because they have no choice. Yes, there were other ways to make a living but I am sure they were less desirable for a girl in Sayuri's position. Just take her sister for an example. I understand that at points the life of a famous geisha was glamorous. But that lifestyle comes with a heavy cost. I couldn't fathom not being in control of my own body and not being able to love freely. Until the Chairman finally became her danna, Sayuri was viewed more as a commodity then an actual person. Her value as a person was based on the money she brought in. Her time, virginity, and her body were given numerical values. It seems so degrading to base a persons worth on monetary calculations instead of character, principles or beliefs.
But remaining true to the "water" within her, Sayuri rose and overcome each struggle. She wasn't always graceful or made the best decisions, but she never truly gave up what she wanted. She always had faith. An admirable and long lost quality in many literary heroines. Because no matter what, faith, like water, has the ability to move mountains.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
El Tango de Roxanne
I have always been interested in the concept of Geisha's. Whether it is Japanese culture or the many other names women of art and pleasure go by in other areas of the world: courtesan, mistress, concubine, companion, paramour, courtier . Despite race or region they all seem to straddle the thin line between desired, entertaining women of the world and common, red light district prostitutes.
But regardless of how high or low a women is positioned on the scale they all seem to share a common, seemingly unattainable dream: Freedom to Love. This is a constant theme that runs through Arthur Goldon's Memoirs of a Geisha.
Chiyo becomes Sayuri to be a part of the Chairman's world. After having love taken from her Hatsumomo grows even more destructive and cold. Even Mameha has love pains from the past that affect her present. It must be so hard to function and live in the "world of love" but not actually be able to truly love.
So, I am not all that surprised by the cruel rumors or the constant need to take out your competition in the Geisha world. I truly believe that a woman deprived of her basics needs and wants becomes more dangerous then a man. Men will take by force what is denied them. But women on the other hand will destroy what they can't have and all who have or currently posses it. If you obliterate your desire then you won't have to worry about craving it or feeling jealous should someone else posses it.
These women are being forced to participate in a very beautiful but dangerous dance so to speak. And hardly ever end up with the partner they truly desire. Hence, El Tango de Roxanne:
Friday, April 13, 2012
Geisha Sumo
I pity Pumpkin because, while she won the apprenticeship award, she's just a huge pawn. At the same time, I have to wonder of Sayuri is one as well. Part of me believes that Mameha truly wants to help her because of all the monetary benefits that will come her way if Sayuri succeeds. At the same time, I have to wonder if Mameha is also trying to stick it to Hatsumomo too. I think Mother is going to be choking on her tongue before long truthfully. She's underestimating Sayuri's appeal and because Hatsumomo is vicious in her attempts to keep Sayuri down she's only seeing triumph in her bet with Mameha.
In part, this kind of reminds me of high school. Maybe not our high school, but if you watch the teen soaps they have out these days, you'll understand what I mean. The girls in there are so petty when it comes to boys and such, they'll go out of their ways to spread rumors and destroy the girl's rep. Granted, we could have had this going on at our school, but since I was never part of the popular crowd, I can't say. The world of a Geisha reminds me of this, just with a more business-like atmosphere given all the money that goes into a girl becoming a geisha.
Hatsumomo really delivered a bad rumor by insinuating Sayuri isn't a virgin. It's really upped the stakes for Mameha to see her succeed, which looks like may happen since they've agreed for Sayuri to have her mizuage. I think Mameha is planning to see a bidding war for Sayuri, the way she had when it was time for hers.
But it's time for a dance, which will undoubtedly help them, and hopefully bring Hatsumomo down.
And FYI, their explanation of sex was just...interesting. I'm a little speechless in how it was explained because I never would have considered explaining things with eels and caves...that's just me.
Monday, April 9, 2012
The heart dies, a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves...
I love the world that Golden has created with regards to Japan prior to the outbreak of World War II. I find his language beautiful and easy to understand as well.
I was heart broken when Satsu and Chiyo were separated, and that Satsu was forced into prostitution. I have to comment on the sheer contrast between prostitution and being a geisha. While Satsu is forced to have sex, Chiyo is sent into a okiya to study to become a Geisha, a woman who is desired for her beauty and artistic abilities. While I'm not sure yet if they have sex with the men they entertain, they both are in the business of pleasure, yet with different ways of being treated.
I think their father honestly thought their lives would be better, I don't think he expected them to be sold into such conditions. But life was rough in rural Japan, especially for women. When he died they most likely wouldn't have inherited anything, and they would have starved or ended up being prostitutes anyway. Not that this condones his actions, but they were the actions of a desperate father.
Hatsumomo is a horrible person right down to her core, and the way she treats Chiyo is abhorrent. I think it was cruel of her to manipulate Chiyo into ruining the kimono, causing her to be disgraced and to become a mere maid in the okiya. For someone that age to learn that they owe payment to debts must be devastating. Not only does she have to pay for food, but now she has to pay back the money for the lessons she took, her schooling, and being bought in the first place.
I think this is a beautiful story, and I'm so intrigued to continue! I love this time period, and I have always been fascinated by Japanese culture. Kudos Katie for a wonderful read!! <3
Saturday, April 7, 2012
From a little village to the geisha house
Then poor Chiyo is tortured by Hatsumomo pretty much from day one. I am really interested to see what happens since Mameha has taken an interest in Chiyo. I am sure Hatsumomo is going to try to bring Chiyo down somehow but I think Chiyo will learn to stand up to her.
It is interesting to see how much of a business being a geisha is. The "mother" figure is backing a young girl hoping she will be a successful geisha and keeping track of all the debit she owes back even what it cost to buy her. It seems there is a lot of risk because what if the geisha is not successful? I think of Pumpkin with this; while she's sweet and nice, she doesn't have an ear for music so how can she sing and perform? She even needs extra practice time.
I can't wait to see more of what it is like becoming a geisha!
An Early Acquirement of Debt
The life of Geisha starts out in debt. It's hard to grasp that they would be in debt at so young an age. In our world, you don't usually (I stress usually) go into debt until you hit college where you acquire student loans and many students get their first credit cards, which is so easy to max out.
Chiyo's debt starts from the moment she's sold, even though she doesn't realize it. She doesn't even seem to find out about the debt until Hatsumomo forces her to destroy an extremely valuable kimono. Then comes the jewelry she's accused of stealing. This poor girl just can't win, especially with Hatsumomo out to keep her as far down as she can. I'm hoping to see Chiyo rise above her in the end and have the final triumph. As chapter 10 ends, I think Mameha will be the one to help her do so.
I can't imagine starting my life in debt the way Chiyo does, but Golden shows us so well how much she struggles and when meeting the Chairman gives her a new hope to become a Geisha. I'm looking forward to seeing her succeed!
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
My what pretty eyes you have my sweet!
I was thinking about it a little Inara from firefly would be considered a Geisha would she not? Maybe I just didn't catch it before and I'm a little slow on the uptake. On another note, I feel so bad that Chiyo-san was taken from her family thinking that she would stay with Mr. Tanaka instead she was sold into the okiya, and man is Hatsumomo a bitch!
I really don't have much more to say, but I can't wait to see what you guys think of this book as well!
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Wallpaper of my 16th year
I was sitting in front of Mel and Jessi, and I spent my time writing. I started writing about this group of people, stuck in our world. They were here temporarily, or they were supposed to be. Five of them had no idea who they were and assumed they belonged here because their memories had been altered. One of them knew exactly who all of them were and bound by sacred oaths she had taken she could not tell them. She had wonderful abilities, yet somehow they'd been depleted and she had no way of getting her energy back. Not until she found her way back home. One night she disappears and the others go to find her. In their searches they come upon a cave where they find an orb. Something about this orb calls to them and they touch it. Magic happens and they find themselves falling into a pit of oblivion, to waken in a world they don't recognize. They're found by someone who knows them very well and is happy to see them alive. Taking them to a caravan, he gets them settled. Everyone recognizes them, though none come near them, having discovered they have no memories of this world.
Still, they are concerned for their friend, who they never found. During their trip there is one wagon that calls their attention. At various times they all try to get to it, only to be thwarted by the man who found them. Their trip takes them to a large lake that they must cross by ship to get to their final destination. On the ship, they're attacked and the mysterious passenger of the covered wagon reveals herself.
Her name is Tisha.
During my 16th year, Lady Mage was born. It's gone through some pretty damn drastic changes since then, but my wallpaper would no doubt be filled with images of Crisna and Tisha & Trey & Co.
What Sixteen Means to You
"If youth is the season of hope, it is often so only in the sense that our elders are hopeful about us; for no age is so apt as youth to think its emotions, partings, and resolves are the last of their kind. Each crisis seems final, simply because it is new."
GEORGE ELIOT, Middlemarch
I know we are getting ready to wrap up and leave Mullaby, but I was thinking about the magic wallpaper and began to wonder: If I had magic wallpaper in my room at sixteen what would it look like?
Sixteen is a pretty significant age in many cultures. We are given more freedom, responsibility, independence coupled with first jobs, bills and feeling self sufficient and capable of providing for ourselves.
But sixteen also brings with it first loves and heartaches, losing childhood friends and forming a closer social circle that will be the sole reason for our existence our high school career. And detachment from parents and learning how to go from child to young adult while establishing and maintaining new family boundaries.
With all of this going on, what would your magic wallpaper reflect to you?
I have thought about this, and when I was sixteen I just wanted to be accepted for who I was: a brand new Christian, who played Meat Loaf a little too loud, read constantly, loved imaginary places and preferred an old fashion view of the world. And when I couldn't take the pressure anymore, I would sit in my room and draw the same thing over and over again: A waterfall.
I drew it on book covers, homework assignments, tests, shopping lists and even myself. It calmed me down and reminded me that even if the world couldn't find value in who I was, I didn't care because I had the ability to create something so beautiful that represented a simpler way of living and thinking.
Waterfalls are not just beautiful, they are powerful. They can also be considered a scared or safe place. Somewhere a person can reconnect with nature and the elements.
My wallpaper would have been a waterfall scene. I wasn't trying to run from my burdens, I was strong and fluid enough to handle them. I just wanted a place to be safe and occasionally reminded that I could get through whatever was placed in my path. I was a force to reckon with.
And on that note, I think I should start drawing those waterfalls again. It is evident by this post that my sixteen year old self is ever present and trying to tell me something.
So, what's your wallpaper?
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Can you ever truly go home again?
“There was a mood of magic and frenzy in the room. Crystalline swirls of sugar and flour still lingered in the air like kite tails. And then there was the smell - the smell of hope, the kind of smell that brought people home. Tonight it was the comfort of browning butter and the excitement of lemon zest.”
Mullaby, NC is a magical place. The very wallpaper there changes patterns according to one’s mood. When a certain young baker creates her lavish confections, the air swirls with a visible sweetness, creating a tangible path that leads straight from her warm, earthy kitchen to the too-empty home of an old friend. A shy and quiet giant lives peaceably among mere mortals and at night, the strange Mullaby lights glow mysteriously in his woody overgrown backyard. It is to magical Mullaby where teenaged Emily Benedict is sent after the death of her mother, Dulcie.
Emily had never even heard of Mullaby before arriving there; had never known she had a gentle giant of a grandfather; had never known that her activist civic-minded mother grew up in an idyllic town where mysterious things are wont to happen. And she most especially never knew her mother’s darkest secret: why she left Mullaby and why she never returned. From her first day there, the Mullaby townspeople act strangely toward Emily, some regarding her with pity and others regarding her with clear loathing. It makes no sense to Emily and to compound the frustration, no one will explain or tell her anything about Dulcie at all, not even her grandfather.
Then there’s Emily’s neighbor, the beautiful and kind Julia Winterson. Though she’s only returned to Mullaby temporarily, she can’t help seeing something in Emily that calls to her. As Julia struggles to forget the past, Emily slowly begins to unravel it. The result will either free Mullaby from its secrets or doom Emily into repeating the very same mistakes her mother made.
At first glance, the story would seem to be Emily’s, but it felt more like the story of Julia and the town of Mullaby itself. Julia grew up in Mullaby an outcast. As soon as she graduated she fled without ever looking back. That is, until her father’s death. She reluctantly returns.
When she realizes she’d be better off paying her father’s restaurant mortgage in full so she can make a profit, she imposes a strict two-year deadline on herself. She sacrifices usual comforts so she can put nearly all of her earnings to pay off this debt.
Emily’s arrival is the catalyst for a series of encounters that slowly act to unravel Julia’s plan. Julia learns to confront her demons and ask more of life. She finds the courage to be brave, confront old regrets, make space for love and hope.
Sarah Addison Allen has created a cool fairy tale, the setting is so lush and detailed, yet almost dream-like. I could smell the cakes baking and feel the night breeze as it blew the leaves about Emily’s balcony, and I could feel the heaviness of the Mullaby lights as they glowed brightly outside Emily’s window.
This is such a beautiful little novel and though the ending was quite satisfying I was left wanting more. I think that’s the mark of a great story.
I also loved that the author provides recipes for several of the most intriguing cakes Julia bakes throughout the story.
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Mood changing wallpaper is the best!
Final Post: Happy endings
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Where does your magic lie?
We do not need magic to change the world. We carry all the power we need inside ourselves already: we have the power to imagine better.
J. K. ROWLING, speech to Harvard Alumni Association, 2008
Welcome to Mullaby: A small town with a mysterious past and a lot of magic. I will admit that I enjoyed Julia's story the best. I felt like hers was the most rounded and had more depth in regards to emotions, actions and personal feelings about the past and an unknown future. Emily's story on the other was more rooted in the supernatural and magical aspects of the world she was thrown into. She spent most of the story trying to break from her mom's unknown past and figuring out the Coffey family secret. Her growth was more flat due to the fast growing relationship of her and Win.
I think more then both stories, I enjoyed the themes that ran through the story: Faith, magic, belief, inner strength, truth and trust. Those aren't themes that can be found in most books these days. Something that I think should be rectified. People don't hold on to values or traditions these days. And when they do, it is usually for the wrong reason. Emily held her head high through all the ridicule and Julia had faith that if she just kept baking what she was searching for might just find her.
Magic only manifest around us once it has taken root in us. A lesson that we all need to learn. A lesson that we should make a tradition of passing down.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
My final thoughts!
"Excuse me?" he said.
She slowly loosened her hold on the bar and sat back. "There are only two reasons I can think of for why you don't come out at night: night blindness or werewolf."
"And you decided to go with werewolf?"
"It was a toss-up."
So, as I've stated, Sarah Addison Allen is one of my favorite authors. I love the simple way she writes and magic she weaves into her books. Mullaby is definitely a place I would want to visit, I think. With giants and the Mullaby Lights, along with wonderful cakes, who knows what untold magic is still there?
The various back stories help add so much to the world Allen has created. When we find out the truth to how things truly went down with Dulcie and Logan, it makes me wonder to the depth of their story. Vance mentions that Logan was the only one who could control Dulcie. Ultimately, he's the deceiver and it's completely Logan's fault that the events of that fateful night happened. Morgan blames Dulcie fully for the way everything went down, but I think he's more angry that Logan outed their family the way he did. Logan was willing to show the world who he was because he was in love with Dulcie, but due to his past attempts on his life and Dulcie's sudden rebuttal, he took his life on the final shot. Morgan's relationship with his own wife has never recovered, but Win wasn't willing to let the past dictate how he lives his life with Emily. And it was really sweet of him to go up to Vance and told him he'd like to take his granddaughter out once his grounding was over. Made me go "Awww..."
I love Vance's character. He's such a gentle man and doesn't do anything to hurt anyone. His story with Lily was so sweet, and I adored the way she was able to still send him a message at the end of the book. It was the push he needed to get himself in gear and fix up his home, and start taking better care of his granddaughter. Not only for Emily's sake but for Dulcie's sake too.
Emily is a remarkable character because, despite what she's learned, she has an unwavering faith in the person her mother was. I got the impression when she said she'll always want to be like her mother, it was just a lot to live up to, that she's a little tired of trying to live up to her mother's image.Of course, I think Julia explained things best when she told Emily she was who Dulcie became.
Julia's story is probably the most heartbreaking, but she is one of my favorite characters because she's fighting to keep herself safe while not realizing she has actually come home. I don't like Beverly myself, and I was so glad when Julia told her she wasn't leaving. That scene in the diner was a real eye opener for Julia when she realized that her father showed how much he loved her in a quiet way. I also loved that she realized Stella was the best friend she'd ever had. It's just another indication of how much people can change. Plus, the fact that Sawyer was pretty detrimental to helping her heal was great. They came back together, even after he found out the truth. I love it.
Now...with Maddie showing up at the end, I can't help but hope at some point Sarah Addison Allen will write another book so we can see how Sawyer and Julia react to seeing her.
I love this book and everything in it!! :-D
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Magic and Acceptance
One of the reasons I truly love this book is because of the magic in it. Un-explainable magic that is accepted on faith. Emily's wallpaper changing to match her moods is, well, awesome. Really, can you imagine what the wallpapers would look like in your house if they changed to meet your moods? I also love the magic of Julia's baking and Sawyer's response to his mother's baking. I think it's fantastic because it's a calling for him. Julia's reasons for continuing to bake are both heartbreaking and heartwarming. It's heartbreaking because of what she's given up, and heartwarming because of the therapy it provided her.
The reaction Emily receives from a lot of the town is so confusing when looking at it from her perspective. The woman she knew as her mother is completely separate from the child she was when she lived in Mullaby. Win accepting her and seeing her as someone not like her mother is awesome, and in a lot of ways, progressive. I think Julia had the best line of all when she said to Emily, "You're not who your mother was. In fact, I'm beginning to think you are who your mother became."
For me this shows how big of a person Julia is, by not holding Emily accountable for Dulcie's actions while the rest of the town does just the opposite. I'm not going to say too much more right now, since I might inadvertently give something away in regards to the town and Duclie.
I have to say, I love Vance. He's such a soft giant and my heart breaks for all the tragedy he's had throughout his life. The story of his wife and how she brought him out of his shell to find that the town accepted him as is was so sweet. He feels responsible for keeping Emily protected by honoring Dulcie's promise, but I think he's realized that it won't work like that this time.
There are some pretty awesome parts coming up and I look forward to seeing what y'all think!
Saturday, February 18, 2012
The Past versus the Present
I feel bad for Emily for having to move back to her mother's hometown and live in her shadow. It must be hard for her because she remembers her mother as one person and it turns out she was a completely different person in Mullaby. I think its true for everyone that we were different people in high school verse now but for Emily's mother I think there was a dramatic difference. I am wondering if her mother did feel guilt over Logan Coffey's death that she became this extreme activist determined to do only good and make sure her daughter was not like herself.
I am glad that some of the mystery has been revealed and Emily finally has some answers (but of course not all to keep us reading). We still do not know what the Coffey family secret is, and I'm surprised her grandfather has not just told her since the whole town knows. Maybe he knows that she wouldn't believe it like her wallpaper changing. It might be too much information for her to handle.
Julia may be my favorite character, probably because she is older and I feel she is a more defined character. She has such a loving heart towards Emily and Vance and even though Emily's mother tormented her in high school, she doesn't hold that against either of them. Plus she bakes and that's my craving right now (and I don't know if everyone's book has this, but mine has her cake recipes in the back). She's also struggling with her past in Mullaby and is desperately trying to escape all her old memories and feelings.
Again I'm glad we got some answers on her relationship with Sawyer. I was really shocked at Sawyer's confession that he wasn't able to have children and he regrets that he lost the only child he could ever have with Julia. Before this I felt Sawyer was pretty flat as a character but he must have some motive to keep confronting Julia. I am hoping Julia tells Sawyer about their child or that maybe their child will find them.
I feel like a major theme of this book is who we were versus who we've became. Emily is battling this on behalf of her mother. I think the townspeople assume she is just like her high school mother and not who her mother became. Or they simply hate her because of her mother and don't care what she's like. Julia is fighting her past by coming back to Mullaby and rekindling all the memories of her father and Sawyer. I think Win Coffey might be in a similar situation as Emily. He seems to be fighting against his family's past history with Emily's family. He seems intrigued with Emily and doesn't have the hatred the rest of his family has towards her. I think this makes him very much like Julia in that he sees that Emily is not like her mother and she's moved to her mother's hometown not knowing any of her mother's past.
Friday, February 10, 2012
The Girl Who Chased the Moon
"Emily Benedict has come to Mullaby, North Carolina, hoping to solve at least some of the riddles surrounding her mother’s life. But the moment Emily enters the house where her mother grew up and meets the grandfather she never knew, she realizes that mysteries aren’t solved in Mullaby, they’re a way of life: Here are rooms where the wallpaper changes to suit your mood. Unexplained lights skip across the yard at midnight. And a neighbor, Julia Winterson, bakes hope in the form of cakes, not only wishing to satisfy the town’s sweet tooth but also dreaming of rekindling the love she fears might be lost forever. Can a hummingbird cake really bring back a lost love? Is there really a ghost dancing in Emily’s backyard? The answers are never what you expect. But in this town of lovable misfits, the unexpected fits right in."Saturday, February 4, 2012
Final thoughts as we leave Shakespeare
When I first started reading the book, I thought the romance would be between Lily and Claude. But I was very glad when Marshall and Lily started their romantic relationship. It was at this point I really started connecting with the book. I was so happy for Lily that even though she went through a very traumatic experience, she is still willing to take a chance on having a relationship. I really love Marshall for being the man he is, for looking past the scars and trauma and seeing the person she truly is. I think Marshall is also able to connect to Lily because of the sexual experiences he's had with his wife. Of course his experience is not nearly at the same trauma level as Lily, but it still gives him a basis of understanding the humiliation and pain.
I wasn't completely wrong about Claude. The end of the book reveals that he does care for Lily as well. I am curious as to what happens to Lily romantically. I know everyone else seemed to be happy to find out Lily's past in this book but seeing as there are several more books I wonder what else we can discover about Lily to keep us interested in her. Maybe her family history?
As far as the actual murder mystery, I suspected the Yorks because of their odd behavior but as I've said before, I became more interested in Lily and who was taunting her. I thought the murderer was the same person that was leaving the items for Lily but I was wrong on that conclusion. Lily's story became a distraction from the actual mystery as I grew more interested in her and Marshall. Then Norvel is set up to be the most hated character in the book so then I was hoping it would be him but not really expecting it to be. Because the story seemed so centered on Lily, I'm not sure how to rate this as a mystery novel. The only other mysteries I've read have been Nancy Drew but I found Shakespeare's Landlord an enjoyable read and would be interested in reading the next book to see where Harris takes Lily on her next mystery.
Friday, February 3, 2012
a mystery by any other name would smell as sweet...
Now for the good part, my thoughts!!
Shakespeare's Landlord has all the elements to be a great mystery story, with a great heroine and supporting cast, and a cozy town where they all live weaving in and out of each others lives.
Lily Bard has a dark past that Harris only hints at, which makes the reader eager to know what would make her run and set up home in a small town like Shakespeare. But she's managed to create a little niche for herself by starting a cleaning business and keeping herself to herself. That's the way she likes it.
I found myself obsessed with finding out what had happened to Lily, and what she could be hiding, and I was hoping too that we didn't have to read the next book to find out! I think it was interesting to have a mystery in a mystery so to speak. While trying to figure out who the killer was, we were also looking to find what Lily was all about.
One of the most fun aspects to "Shakespeare's Landlord" is that it had me guessing until the very end, which is a very good thing for a mystery and something which doesn't happen for me very often. As with most first books in a series it took me a little time to get into the story, but when I did I had great time visiting Shakespeare town.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
"To Kill or not to Kill, that is the question!"
I would have to say my favorite partner for Lily would be Claude, when she was making that dinner it just seemed that they fit well together, and I found it sweet that he was taking care of her while she was recuperating.
As far as the killer goes, I honestly thought at one point that the killer was Marcus, just because Charlaine likes to throw curve balls at you in her stories, but the Yorks were a bigger curve ball, because of the other characters that could have been the more obvious killer. Norvel gave me the creeps but McCorkindale, he's a shady reverend, I can't wait to find out what he's really about!
I love this book, so full of mystery, but here is a another recommendation for you guys if you liked this one try reading the Harper Connelly series, that one is my favorite it's so awesome!
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
My Thought's of A Murder in Shakespeare
I love that Marshall was able to help her cease existing and start living again. Truthfully, I'm hoping things work out for them in the long run. I don't think Thea has a full grasp of who she's dealing with by trying to torment Lily. I like Claude, and he definitely seemed excited at the end to know there's something going on with Thea than what meets the eye :-)
Truthfully, I thought the whodunit was Norvil, and was very surprised when we found out who the real culprit was. With all the characters floating around and Lily's in depth knowledge of them, I thought it would either be Norvil or the Reverend. Something seems very off with the Reverend to me. I can't place it, though.
It's a good start to a series. Good pick, Liz. :-)
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Lily Bard: The real mystery
I think its obvious that Lily is a strong character. I can't imagine trying to get over what happened to her and being reminded daily by the scars. I am glad she hasn't put up so many barriers that she pushes away Marshall. Of course, I love Marshall because to me he is a REAL guy. When he looks at Lily he's not looking for just a physical relationship but he's attracted to her as a person. I think he understands that she has a terrible past that is a part of her but it's not what defines her.
I am curious what happens to Lily next. I believe there are more books and I wonder what other mysteries could happen in this little town of Shakespeare. Will Lily continue her relationship with Marshall or will she grow closer to Claude? I may have to go get the books...
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
A Bard resides in Shakespeare
Murder is not some fictional conceit, imagined for the purpose of entertainment, but actually happens: and afterwards no credits roll, and life has to continue to be lived even if you have absolutely no idea where the deeds to the house are kept, or who services the lawn mower.
MICHAEL MARSHALL, Blood of Angels
Allow me to admit up front that I am not a fan of Charlaine Harris. Or more precisely, I am not a fan of Harris's writing style. I tried her fist series and made it exactly one book and less than half a chapter in before selling the rest of the books I had. I just find her technique rather bland and her characters a little dry, and some VERY annoying. BUT, in regards to Shakespeare's Landlord, I did enjoy the mystery and was surprised when my assumption turned out to be incorrect.
In the beginning it took me a little bit to get into the book. Mostly because I had a hard time warming up to Lily. I understood that she was aloof for a reason and it was hinted that her reclusive ways were a result of some past trauma but I just didn't feel very sympathetic towards her and had a hard time connecting with her character. The one thing I really did admire about Lily though was her ability to keep mum. Being the town cleaner, she was pretty much in a position of power. She knew everything about the people she worked for; things that could damage their reputation and wreck some of their lives. But she showed such discretion and chose not to use the information she gathered to gain any type of foothold.
I enjoyed learning about Shakespeare and those who lived in it. The community seemed like a cross between the apartment complex in Lady in the Water and Melrose Place. Probably leaning a little more towards Melrose considering when murder and tragedy struck the town, there was a whole lot of finger pointing and a lot less bonding together.
Since I am not sure how far the rest of you are, I will keep quiet on other observations and comments. I don't want to ruin the mystery or give anything a way. This one has a nice little twist to it that I enjoyed.